Visiting Balaji

My thoughts today are about the impending hurricane and changing the weather by divine means or prayer or something.
When I first went to India, my Guru Swami Kaleshwar gave me an amulet on a chain for me to wear. A power object. It was a small casting of a God, but I didn't know which one. Later some long time students of Kaleshwar noticed what I was wearing and explained that it was "Lord Venkateswara" also known as Balaji, who is an incarnation of the God Vishnu (Brahma is the Creator, Shiva the Destroyer and Vishnu is the Maintainer).
It was mentioned that it was rare for Swami to give a power object of Lord Balaji and so they felt I should visit Tirupati, where a massive Temple complex dedicated to Balaji is located. I said I would think about it. But, truthfully I didn't have enough money for any more excursions, even in India.
Well that's what I thought. A few days later I found myself in Bangalore, almost broke and waiting for my flight back to New York and I got a call from a friend at the ashram. Tom wanted to know if I would like to make two hundred dollars delivering some paintings to someone in the States. Well, there was the money I would need to visit Balaji.
An hour later I had the paintings and the two hundred dollars and a taxi for the next twenty-four hours. I was on my way to Triupati to have darshan of the Lord. But first I needed to make it through seven hours in the taxi with a driver who was in danger of falling asleep at any moment. Miraculously he didn't and i arrived there whole.
Triupati, or more correctly, Tirumala, is the wealthiest pilgrimage site in the world, with hundreds of millions of dollars donated annually; and after the Vatican its the second most visited religious site.
After leaving my shoes and cell phone with the driver, I paid a one hundred rupee fee at some very complicated and typically Indian office, which involved a lot of rubber stamping of some papers, to move ahead in the line. Probably the best two dollars I have ever spent as it saved me ten hours in the line.
Still it was to be five more hours before I would have my darshan. Darshan is a little difficult to define, but kind of means to see the Divine and receive from the Divine a blessing or boon at that same moment.
In India, Lord Venkateswara is where people go for everything. If you need a husband, go to Him. If you want success in a new busineess, He's the one. A couple wants a child, and modern medicine is failing them, Balaji will grant their desire...grant a boon. As I got closer and closer, I began to think about what my wish or desire was. What would I do and ask for when I had the Darshan. What boon did I really want.
I noticed the people in front of me, the Indians, being given about two seconds each to stand at the statue of Balaji, and then they were roughly pushed along. I had better rehearse what I was going to ask Him for. My boon. When it was my turn, I closed my eyes and concentrated, said my wish to Him, then a guard grabbed my shoulder and said, very commanding, "open your eyes, look at the God with your two eyes", okay...I did, but then he held me there for what seemed like an eternity, looking at the Lord and receiving His Darshan. As I was held in place, the guards continued to push everyone else by me. And after a minute or so, it was my turn to move on.
I wondered what I received, and a few years later I am still waiting for my boon to manifest, but I don't doubt that it will. You see, earlier that same day, the Chief Minister - the Governor of the State of Andra Pradesh, had a private darshan with Lord Venkateswara to ask for rain. There had been another terrible drought in Andra Pradesh, with crops failing and it hadn't rained for over a month. The next day it rained and rained... ending the drought for that year. That is how they control the weather in India. Politicians make a pilgrimage to God. Perhaps we should try that today.

Shani in 2009 July

Boy Genius Bicycle Mechanic finds God

I haven't always been a healer. Well not until I was 15 anyway. I was working in Jon Foster's bicycle store in Amagansett Square, and I was suffering. Misery, tension headaches, stress ... maybe typical. It was summer 1973, there was a poster for Transcendental Meditation, claiming to reduce tension and stress ... seemed like it could be my salvation. That was the TM of Maharishi Mahesh Yogi and the Beatles.
When the appointed time arrived, I went for my initiation in a house on West End Road on Georgica Pond. It was more that I expected, an altar with incense and flowers and a picture of Guru Dev, who it was explained was Maharishi's teacher. My teacher, a girl in her early twenties, sang a little song, a Puja, and after about ten minutes, I was "Initiated." I had a mantra and a technique and my life changed.
Within a few days the tension and stress vanished. I was "healed." During that initiation there had been a transmission of Divine Energy from somewhere beyond, and I was hooked. I was now being pulled along on a Spiritual Path. And I wanted nothing more than to share this "healing" with the world.
In short order I found myself in several European resorts in the off-season, attending TM Teacher Training and advanced programs. In the most well known of these, we were to levitate. If "levitiation" was a big bust for the Maharishi, the meditiation continued to produce some results for me. But as years went by, and I continued meditiating with my trusty mantra, life and its associated problems began to take over.
TM and me had hit a spiritual "plateau." And then a few years ago, through another TM Teacher I learned of an amazing Guru, who was doing phenomenal healings around the world, curing cancers and all kind of illness and heartbreaks. This was Sri Kaleshwar Swami, a young married guru with an ashram in South India, in a small town call Penukonda.
Hearing his name, making that connection, was all that was needed. Energy and healing began to flow to me, and through me. This was by the grace of Kaleshwar's Master, Shirdi Sai Baba, a great Siddha and healing Saint, who left his mortal body in 1918.
Since that "meeting" four years ago, I have been healing full time with the energy of Shirdi Sai Baba. My work is at the "soul" level, which is the most powerful kind of healing and accessible everywhere. I work out of my house in Amagansett, and I have been blessed to have in some way helped over two thousand people. I see people both in-person and remotely, all over the world. People have experienced un-explainable results and healing. I mean by that, there is often no explanation that can be provided as to how the healing occurred, except that it was by Divine Energy.
I now visit Kaleshwar's ashram several times a year, for periods of as short as a week to as long as three months. In addition to the healing work that I do, I am also teaching several divine channels, the Surya and Chandra Nadi processes. Also, on the New Moon and Full moon I lead fire homas, which are purifying fire rituals, where karmas are negated or burnt, and new energies become available.
I will be blogging a few times a week about my work and healing in general and some of the amazing things I have seen on my travels in India.

Om Sai Namahaya Shirdi SaiBaba Bhajan

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Return from Penukonda

I just spent the last sixty days at Sri Kaleshwar's ashram in Penukonda, India. Penukonda is an ancient fortress town in South India, in Andra Pradesh. It is really one of the world's true power spots. The town itself is one of the most spiritual places I have ever been. Its a very small, and very rural village, but religious and spiritual activities from many different religions are going on there 24/7. It has sacred sites for Muslims, Sufis, Hindus and Jains. I may have left out a few.

Studying with Swami Kaleshwar was a Divine opportunity, I feel so fortunate to have been there. The course was a special program on Jesus. Jesus was a great healer, as we all know. He also spent many years before and after the Crucifixion in India. In Penukonda also. In a past life Swami Kaleshwar was with Jesus, this is detailed in "The Real Life and Teachings of Jesus Christ", by Sri Kaleshwar.

Now I am ready to resume my healing work in the world. I will be doing free public healing and shaktipat meetings on Long Island and in New York City.

My First Public Healing EVENT

Yesterday I did my first "Public Healing", which was a short talk about Baba and Swami and my healing work, followed by shaktipat. There were like twenty-five people there, which is a good turnout.

Everyone seemed to really like the energy. Its hard for me to really know, except by what people are telling me because I am in the middle of the energy. Well, one person left as I was about to give the shaktipat, which is an energy transmission to the third eye (in this case). Sometimes I use my thumb, but most times I use an object, This time I used the white Shiva lingam that Swami Kaleshwar gave me, that makes it a pretty good power object, as it is carrying his energy too. I used it along with a coin that Shirdi Sai Baba manifested for me a few years ago, (I guess that is another story).

Right before I did the shaktipat, I did a remote transmission / healing for about thirty people who had signed up, but couldn't be there because they were far away. A few in India and some in England, the rest USA.

Then I did some short private healings, they were really powerful like whatever the problem is, "take it". So will be interested to see some Divine work, like how it changes everything.

Healing while I sleep

The other night while I was sleeping, one of my clients found themselves in great pain in the heart and throat, so they closed their eyes and asked me to heal them. So that is what happened. I did not fully remember what happened till I spoke with the client later in the day...but it was very powerful and they were really helped.
This is all the grand action of the Divine in the person of Shirdi Sai Baba....Thank You Shirdi Baba for all.

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How it started.

When I first started healing people, it would happen spontaneously, and it kind of freaked me out a little. I would know that healing taken place because I would in an instant experience and see a person's pain, the source of their pain, and then tears would come and my heart would open and there would be this knowledge that healing had taken place. It is more under control now, so usually I am having an intention to heal, when I see someone.

Another early experience of healing was on a friend's brother. The brother had been suffering for years under a cloud of mental illness. And now my friend was telling me that this illness was coming to a head, getting worst. What had happened was that his brother had spent the weekend trying to get admitted to hospitals, who were turning him away, but he felt really desperate. As soon as I heard that, there was huge energy that went through me, and clear information, "he is healed".

A few days later, I saw my friend, and he said that his brother was indeed better. A week or so later I saw his brother, and for the first time in years he looks very normal, how he was holding himself and conversation. So I knew, something was happening.

I knew that this healing was and is the work of Shirdi Sai Baba, I am just fortunate to be here. I experience this as what I call, "Divine Energy", that is it is energy, but it is also Divine, which means this energy - Baba - is doing exactly what is needed. It is so wonderful to be involved in this work.

Fears and disease

Many clients, many people, come to me for this work, for this healing when they are almost at the end, nothing else has helped them, traditional medicine or even alternative medicine is not working. The Divine is always available. Baba is always available, his energy, his personality, is to help. Even someone does not know who is this Baba? Does not matter, I am fortunate, and I can pull the energy for healing.

Most times, I know, it's like the clearest thing I have ever experienced, I know the healing has happened. But, sometimes also very clear, there is a resistance with the client. Not a resistance to Baba or to healing, exactly, but this old karma, this old pain they have, they have been holding onto like forever, and they are afraid to let go of it. Then it is hard. It's like they are more afraid of what happens when the healing works. Then it is hard. So there is a healing, but there is still the fear.

It a question of having an open heart, of allowing whatever is going to happen to happen. Of accepting. There will almost always be some emotional pain, after a powerful connection, many times the client is depressed feeling for several days. Sometimes they describe it as the worst depression they have ever felt, but that lifts, at least the deep depression lifts.

Swami Kaleshwar always says that the number one problem here in the West is heartbreak, and absolutely, that is what I find with my clients. That heartbreak leads right into fear or it's mental equivalent anxiety. So much of that heartbreak is for me now, kind of easy to deal with. Now, as a healer, it's the real hard pain that I am pulled to deal with, the hard physical manifestations, really overwhelming stuff, cancer and the like. It's not completely overwhelming for me, but then I am automatically seeing much of the karma that got the person to that place.

Fear can hold a person in the illness. Someone with a genuine easy faith in God but no knowledge of Baba, often that healing is very profound and quick. Because it means their heart is open, just open. It is better not to worry about every symptom after the healing work. Worry is not going to fix anything. Traditional medicine agrees here on this point. Basically the healing - total miracle healing is there for anyone.

A very signifigant Healing in Ecuador

I have been working with a friend of mine in Ecuador, Christian. He is also a devotee of Shirdi Sai Baba, and he is a TM teacher. (In 1976 I was made a teacher of Transcendental Meditation by Maharishi Mahesh Yogi, but I no longer practice or teach TM.) He has introduced my healing work to many people in Ecuador, I have done a lot of work - all remotely - with his family and friends.

This past March, (2009) I got an urgent email from him about one of his friends' sister. Veronica has had type-two diabetes for over ten years, but now some of the very bad symptoms were starting to show up, she was losing her eye-sight. She had been under the care of an ophthalmologist, but imminently she was going to need surgery. I suggested that I do three sessions of healing - with the emphasis on physical healing. (With Baba's Divine Energy it is always fixing things on the Soul Level - but I would put my intention on the physical level). Veronica agreed and I did the work.

Over this past weekend I received a very wonderful history and testimonial from Veronica, so with her permission I am publishing it here.

This is how my story begins. I have diabetes and I am insulin-dependent. My illness began about ten years ago. I didn't really used to take such great care of myself, but I have during the past year because in May 2008 I went to the ophthalmologist since my eyes were bothering me, and he had me take two exams. One was called a retinal angiography and the other was an OCT (macular study). They found very severe proliferative diabetic retinopathy and a macular edema. My doctor told me I had to see a retina/vitreous specialist, so I went and he told me that it wasn't good.

They had to do several laser sessions and injections in both eyes. The laser treatment was to avoid a hemorrhage from the breaking of a blood vessel, which is dangerous. The injections were so that the macular edema did not keep growing, because that affects your retina and damages your central vision. They did about six laser sessions and through February 2009 they did three injections to stop the edema, which during 2008 instead of getting smaller had grown more and more, and it was starting to affect my reading vision. I had almost the biggest possible macular edema, the doctor even said that if it did not respond to treatment we would have to operate to stop it. Then in January 2009 I did the exams again but they came out worse.

In March I was introduced to Evan through a friend and he told me that he could help me through Shirdi Sai Baba and I put my faith in him. Later that month the doctor sent me to have another exam to see how things were, and he told me that it was much better. The macular edema was much much better. It had gotten considerably smaller, and was practically within normal range.

I became very happy because I know it was Shirdi Sai Baba who helped me so much and I thank him for it very much. Even the doctor was very happy, and he asked for all the exams that I had done so he could study the case and keep it in his computer. This is my story and you can publish it if you would like. I'm Veronica Zambrano.

It's now been over a month and Veronica's condition continues to improve. Hoping to also reverse the course of her diabetes.

It's hard to explain, but the love that I experience when healing is very intense and then these results from Shirdi Baba are so Divine.

healing time

I have collected and organized the information from several clients and now I am going to go into my healing/altar room and do the processes. In the process I use the fire element - Agni - and pull the Divine - the energy of Shirdi Sai Baba - and with all my fortunate blessings I direct that on a "Soul level" for healing.