Monday, November 30, 2009

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Tuesday, May 12, 2009

How it started.

When I first started healing people, it would happen spontaneously, and it kind of freaked me out a little. I would know that healing taken place because I would in an instant experience and see a person's pain, the source of their pain, and then tears would come and my heart would open and there would be this knowledge that healing had taken place. It is more under control now, so usually I am having an intention to heal, when I see someone.

Another early experience of healing was on a friend's brother. The brother had been suffering for years under a cloud of mental illness. And now my friend was telling me that this illness was coming to a head, getting worst. What had happened was that his brother had spent the weekend trying to get admitted to hospitals, who were turning him away, but he felt really desperate. As soon as I heard that, there was huge energy that went through me, and clear information, "he is healed".

A few days later, I saw my friend, and he said that his brother was indeed better. A week or so later I saw his brother, and for the first time in years he looks very normal, how he was holding himself and conversation. So I knew, something was happening.

I knew that this healing was and is the work of Shirdi Sai Baba, I am just fortunate to be here. I experience this as what I call, "Divine Energy", that is it is energy, but it is also Divine, which means this energy - Baba - is doing exactly what is needed. It is so wonderful to be involved in this work.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Fears and disease

Many clients, many people, come to me for this work, for this healing when they are almost at the end, nothing else has helped them, traditional medicine or even alternative medicine is not working. The Divine is always available. Baba is always available, his energy, his personality, is to help. Even someone does not know who is this Baba? Does not matter, I am fortunate, and I can pull the energy for healing.

Most times, I know, it's like the clearest thing I have ever experienced, I know the healing has happened. But, sometimes also very clear, there is a resistance with the client. Not a resistance to Baba or to healing, exactly, but this old karma, this old pain they have, they have been holding onto like forever, and they are afraid to let go of it. Then it is hard. It's like they are more afraid of what happens when the healing works. Then it is hard. So there is a healing, but there is still the fear.

It a question of having an open heart, of allowing whatever is going to happen to happen. Of accepting. There will almost always be some emotional pain, after a powerful connection, many times the client is depressed feeling for several days. Sometimes they describe it as the worst depression they have ever felt, but that lifts, at least the deep depression lifts.

Swami Kaleshwar always says that the number one problem here in the West is heartbreak, and absolutely, that is what I find with my clients. That heartbreak leads right into fear or it's mental equivalent anxiety. So much of that heartbreak is for me now, kind of easy to deal with. Now, as a healer, it's the real hard pain that I am pulled to deal with, the hard physical manifestations, really overwhelming stuff, cancer and the like. It's not completely overwhelming for me, but then I am automatically seeing much of the karma that got the person to that place.

Fear can hold a person in the illness. Someone with a genuine easy faith in God but no knowledge of Baba, often that healing is very profound and quick. Because it means their heart is open, just open. It is better not to worry about every symptom after the healing work. Worry is not going to fix anything. Traditional medicine agrees here on this point. Basically the healing - total miracle healing is there for anyone.

Monday, April 20, 2009

A very signifigant Healing in Ecuador

I have been working with a friend of mine in Ecuador, Christian. He is also a devotee of Shirdi Sai Baba, and he is a TM teacher. (In 1976 I was made a teacher of Transcendental Meditation by Maharishi Mahesh Yogi, but I no longer practice or teach TM.) He has introduced my healing work to many people in Ecuador, I have done a lot of work - all remotely - with his family and friends.

This past March, (2009) I got an urgent email from him about one of his friends' sister. Veronica has had type-two diabetes for over ten years, but now some of the very bad symptoms were starting to show up, she was losing her eye-sight. She had been under the care of an ophthalmologist, but imminently she was going to need surgery. I suggested that I do three sessions of healing - with the emphasis on physical healing. (With Baba's Divine Energy it is always fixing things on the Soul Level - but I would put my intention on the physical level). Veronica agreed and I did the work.

Over this past weekend I received a very wonderful history and testimonial from Veronica, so with her permission I am publishing it here.

This is how my story begins. I have diabetes and I am insulin-dependent. My illness began about ten years ago. I didn't really used to take such great care of myself, but I have during the past year because in May 2008 I went to the ophthalmologist since my eyes were bothering me, and he had me take two exams. One was called a retinal angiography and the other was an OCT (macular study). They found very severe proliferative diabetic retinopathy and a macular edema. My doctor told me I had to see a retina/vitreous specialist, so I went and he told me that it wasn't good.

They had to do several laser sessions and injections in both eyes. The laser treatment was to avoid a hemorrhage from the breaking of a blood vessel, which is dangerous. The injections were so that the macular edema did not keep growing, because that affects your retina and damages your central vision. They did about six laser sessions and through February 2009 they did three injections to stop the edema, which during 2008 instead of getting smaller had grown more and more, and it was starting to affect my reading vision. I had almost the biggest possible macular edema, the doctor even said that if it did not respond to treatment we would have to operate to stop it. Then in January 2009 I did the exams again but they came out worse.

In March I was introduced to Evan through a friend and he told me that he could help me through Shirdi Sai Baba and I put my faith in him. Later that month the doctor sent me to have another exam to see how things were, and he told me that it was much better. The macular edema was much much better. It had gotten considerably smaller, and was practically within normal range.

I became very happy because I know it was Shirdi Sai Baba who helped me so much and I thank him for it very much. Even the doctor was very happy, and he asked for all the exams that I had done so he could study the case and keep it in his computer. This is my story and you can publish it if you would like. I'm Veronica Zambrano.
It's now been over a month and Veronica's condition continues to improve. Hoping to also reverse the course of her diabetes.

It's hard to explain, but the love that I experience when healing is very intense and then these results from Shirdi Baba are so Divine.

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

healing time

I have collected and organized the information from several clients and now I am going to go into my healing/altar room and do the processes. In the process I use the fire element - Agni - and pull the Divine - the energy of Shirdi Sai Baba - and with all my fortunate blessings I direct that on a "Soul level" for healing.